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Was there ever a woman who did not very greatly desire forherself, at long moments, the doublet and hose of a man, perhapsalso his sword, as well as his attitude in the viewing of life? Ithink not. To a very small number of those ladies of greatcuriosity it has been granted that they climb to those ramparts ofthe life of a man; but it was needful that they be stout of limband sturdy of heart to sustain themselves upon that eminence andnot be dashed below upon the rocks of a strange land. I, Roberta,Marquise de Grez and Bye, have obtained glimpses into a far countryand this is what I bring on returning, not as a spy, but, shall Isay, laden with spices and forbidden fruit?
And for me it has been a very fine dash into the wilds of a landof strangeness, and I do not know that I have yet found myselfcompletely returned unto my estate of a woman.
I first began to realize that I was set out upon a great journeywhen I stood at the rail of the very large ship and watched it plowits way through the waves which they told us with their splendorhid cruel mines. I felt the future might be like unto those greatwaves, and it might be that it would break in sparkling crests overhigh explosives. I found them!
I had seen a fear of those explosives of life come in my dyingfather’s eyes, and here I stood at his command out on theocean in quest of a woman’s fate in a stran